pain

So I finally got into trouble with my father because of my tatoo. Actually it is involving all my family...It is certainly not acceptable to have tatoo for Japanese people and I thought I understood the custom(prejudice) but it wasn't enough. My father, especially, was much more conservative than I thought. I told him how important it is for me to have it, but since he was expecting me so much since I was little, the shock and disappointment was unbelievable. I just don't know what to do..